Monday, April 30, 2007

STORY OF THOUANDS OF GIRLS


My childhood was the perfect childhood that a child would ever have. I lived so happily and i got everything i wanted and my parents were the perfect parents. I grew older and older, never knowing what pain and sadness is.When i reached my teenage years I was so proud to be a teenageer and planed a lot about the coming new days that im going to face.Never thought that one accident would ever change my whole life

That was during my school holidays, went to a nearby island with my aunt's family.That holiday was perfect till that NIGHT. A "NIGHT" which turned my life upside down,a "NIGHT" which just ruined my whole life, a "NIGHT" which has stolen away all my happiness.That "NIGHT" I was slyping, lost in my wonderful dreams as usual. A sudden whisper near my ear woke me up,i felt like i was under someone's breath. YYEA!! i was right!! my aunt's husband was over me!!! i was surprised and was cofused and was afraid and and felt anger too. Can't really explain the feeling that i felt at that moment.Before i could do anythin he covered my mouth and i felt unconscious. When i wokeup i was RAPED by him, that was the terrible moment of my life, i don't have words to explain how i felt at that moment.. That cant be my worst nightmare also,'cause that was worst than my worst nighmare also... I wanted cry over my mother's shoulder,but she wasn't with me, neither my dad. Then I thought of tellin my aunt, but before I could tell her some other toghts came to my mind and jst took my steps backward. Another day I left that island, showing some excuses to my aunt, thinking thati am escaping from that man and i will never face him again and i will never be in trouble again...but at that moment i culdn't thinkthat i am givin more chances to him to do the same thing with girls like me by not exposing him.

Till today i've never exposed my story. But i want to tell other girls that nomatter how much trouble you face don't evergive the rapist another chance to do the same with another girls just like you. Expose them and let them suffer so much, that they wantdeath and they cant get death also.......BE BRAVE....DNT BE LIKE ME :(:(

This story is not about me, but this is a story of thousands of girls who suffers from this everyday....When this is one of the major problem in our society lets keep a wider eyes on this rather than being crazy about POLITICS nd bla bla bla ...POLITICS=VIolence+WAR..Jst the way our society has misunderstood with the meaning of politics

HAVEN"T I ALWAYS LOVED YOU..


Brian MCFadden and Delta Goodrem

Did i hear you right?
'Cause I thought you said Let's think it over
You have been my life
And i never plannedGrowing old without you

Shadows bleeding throgh the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And i know that's not enough
And when I'm with youI'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh pleas protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered, now it hurts
Oh, havent I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here
And i know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered, now it hurts
Havent I always loved you?
But when I need you You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you
And when I hold you
You're almost here

Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you
I'm close to tears'
Cause I know I'm almost here

Only almost here
-my favourite song-

Sunday, April 29, 2007

SOME WORDS ABOUT ME

Well!! Guess it's time to share a little about me with u guys!!

I am just a typical girl who is living a happy life though i'm facin a quite a lots of problems and troubles. Wonder how life would be without truobles and problems...

I am friendly natured though I am not that talkative, specially in the crowds:P.....

My hobbies are listenin music and watching television. Music just make me feel so comfortable and it just carries away me from this world, which sometimes makes me feel so disguised. My favourite television serials are OC ,Prison break, heroes and Fashion House.

I guess now it's enough about me ....

THIS MORINIG I AM BORN AGAIN


This morning I was born again and a light shines on my land
I no longer look for heaven in your deathly distant land
I do not want your pearly gates don’t want your streets of gold

This morning I was born again and a light shines on my soul
This morning I was born again, I was born again complete

I stood up above my troubles and I stand on my two feet
My hand it feels unlimited, my body feels like the sky
I feel at home in the universe where yonder planets fly
This I was born again, my past is dead and gone
This great eternal moment is my great eternal dawn

Each drop of blood within me, each breath of life I breathe
Is united with these mountains and the mountains with the seas
I feel the sun upon me, it’s rays crawl through my skin
I breathe the life of Jesus and old John Henry in
I give myself, my heart, my soul to give some friend a hand

This morning I was born again, I am in the promised land
This morning I was born again and a light shines on my land

I no longer look for heaven in your deathly distant land